Thursday, February 11, 2016

Pastor Erin's Ash Wednesday Message

Psalm 51:1-17
Joel 2:1-2, 12-17
2 Corinthians 5:20b-6:10
Matthew 6:1-6, 16-21
Let us pray: O God, you are indeed gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love.  Teach us, we pray, to be more like you as we approach the resurrection of your Son.  Amen.

You have a lot of choices before you.
Maybe for some of you, that is the last thing you expected, or wanted, to hear.
Choices?  Really?  Isn’t someone going to tell me what to do and how to do it?  Won’t someone please free me from the burden of having to make a decision?  I chose to come to church on a Wednesday night, haven’t I done enough?
I’m not entirely serious, of course…but I am a little bit serious.
You and I, we have some choices to make.
We know that Lent is the season of preparation, 40 days, not counting Sundays, when we join with our spiritual ancestors in a 40-day time of trial.  Noah experienced it on the ark in the rain; Moses and Elijah were each tested 40 days in the wilderness; Jesus had his temptations after 40 days in the desert.  We prepare our hearts for the coming of the resurrected Christ and Easter.
We can choose for Lent to be a very solemn time of fasting and prayer.  We can choose to simplify our lives and slow down and focus on our relationships with God and Jesus, with our family, and ourselves.  We may give something up or begin a new practice as a discipline.  We have so many choices. 
Because we believe that Jesus died for our sins we can spend a great deal of time and introspection on our sinful natures and how we deserve the death that Jesus will take on our behalf.  This is a choice.  Yet, beware how you may fall into self-pity and a grief that turns you inward on yourself and away from the very love Jesus died to show you.
You could celebrate the joy of life that is the gift given us in Jesus.  Resolve for this Lent to not be one of sorrowful introspection, but full living in defiance of the death that comes for all mortals.  Still, be warned, do not so worship life as to forget the power of death.
Choices, choices, choices.
What are you going to do?
In Joel, the Lord tells us to return to God with our whole hearts.  Is your heart whole?  Or does it feel divided by all the choices, chances, changes, and opportunities before you?  If your heart is whole that would mean that your prayers are not merely words but actions; your peace is not just for you but for all people; your repentance comes with a making amends, and restoring justice where you have caused discord. 
Wholeness is a holy endeavor.  The steadfast love of God endures beyond all human brokenness and frailty and divided minds and hearts.  Should we celebrate such love though we do not deserve it?  Should we lament our unworthiness for all that we receive?
You may choose to come forward and receive the cross of ashes upon your forehead and be told, “Remember you are dust and to dust you shall return.”  Be reminded here that in order for there to be resurrection there must first be death.  Can you fully celebrate a coming to life if you have not first acknowledged that death is real?  That even for God in Christ Jesus, death must be real?
How very contradictory is Paul in his Second Letter to the Corinthians; “In honor and dishonor, in ill repute and good…impostors, and yet…true…dying, and see—we are alive.”  He dares the Corinthians, asking them: What and Who will you believe?
It is a choice. 
What and Who will you believe?
Claudio Carvalhaes, in his commentary on Matthew, speaks about those hypocrites of whom Jesus is speaking, “who performed the external gestures of a faith that had nothing that resembled any inward belief or conviction.”  Words must be more than words.  Carvalhaes speaks of “incarnate spirituality” and it makes perfect sense to me that a God who became incarnate to dwell among us would want our faith to take form and shape in us.
And, if that is indeed the case, we are left with this:
If our treasures are where our heart is, and our heart is with God, then we must whole heartedly pray for, give to, bring about peace with, and pour out compassion upon, all those for whom Jesus and God would do the same.
And who might that be?
You have a lot of choices to make.
Choices which begin as questions.
What are my treasures?
Where is my heart?
Who is my neighbor?
What do I remember?
Remember you are dust and to dust you shall return.
Thanks be to God.
Amen.


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